I have not committed suicide. I swear an oath to my wolf brethren that I will never dishonor my bloodline. If there is pain then pain will be endured. It is all chemicals anyway. I am here for the prosperity I am to collect until fate ends me. Tactics and plans, amen. Rolling of the die. There is fresher kill there than here. Here than there. Always new woods; the majesty of the trees and chill frost wind. The song of the new pack. The accompaniment of Owls. The unaware footfalls of the antelope. The retching of a lost and weakened camper, drunkenly coming closer. New woods. News nights. Death but not by me. Claw grip on LIFE. Continue to sing in me my blood!